lacking

I'm just not feeling it today. After stressful and intense dreams, I guess I wake up to stressful mornings, even if they aren't really so. I let the boys get to me, I let myself get to me, I let myself be a mean mommy, I let myself doubt myself. I've been too lazy today, haven't even put a bra on! Don't know if I can find the motivation to work out, but I'm going to be kicking myself if I miss a workout during my second week of it! And so the laundry that I should have already folded is going to sit on the couch, unfolded, and I'm going to drag my butt to get changed and try to find energy. Thought for the day: Maybe downer days are the best days to work out so I pull myself together. Maybe.